17 February 2011


Hello, sorry I'm here and there Right now. So much happening. Daisy has genetics's appointment tomorrow. Not sure what this entails. I'm dreading the findings, and not really wanting to tell my youngest daughter theirs a chance of her baby being ill, its a horrific thought. Daisy hasn't been well, again, she had a day of sickness. We think shes over the worse, i kept apnea monitor on, but couldn't sleep as i worried about her choking on her vomit. Today shes perked up, so hopefully all is well.

2 February 2011

A not so down day....

Hi all, well my last blog date wasn't very positive, i just felt and if I'm honest still do feel like I'm totally drained. I cant even put into words how i feel, its beyond stressed.

I cant give up, as I've been told(thanks Sara), your right never give up, and anyway, I haven't got time..x
We have the 2nd half of Daisy's flu jab today, she has a cold and isn't looking her best, but I've weighed up the pros's and con's and I'm going with the jab!!.. Daisys head (skin) did start to over granulate again, 3 steps forward then 2 steps back.... but it seems to be improving again now.
Doctor put my tables up to higher dose, think i need them!!, just don't want to be on them forever, but if it helps take the edge off things abit, then I'll be pleased. ...and then they all went home for tea.....
 Another thank you to Sara, because this blog has help me alot,more than and tables. Helps me to cry, laugh,stress,get angry, and generally release my emotions. Its like a diary and really does help, so thanks Sara, as after I read your friend Anna,I think it is, after reading there blog, it got me typing. So big thanks xx hope all is OK you end? did the trigger op go OK?